mohamadafeq

heartless

[mohamadafeq @mhdafeqq]

What if im too tired for one more day?

[mohamadafeq @mhdafeqq]

What I hate most about myself is that I want to eat out, but I don’t know how to be alone outside. It just doesn’t feel comfortable for me.

[mohamadafeq @mhdafeqq]

Lately, I’ve been wondering if I’ll ever feel happiness again. I’m tired of feeling this sad.

[mohamadafeq @mhdafeqq]

Maybe I’m too fragile, or maybe life is just being too harsh on me.

[mohamadafeq @mhdafeqq]

Andai hari esok tiada lagi

[mohamadafeq @mhdafeqq]

I never knew grief could hit this hard. It feels like the whole world is empty, and I can’t bring myself to do anything. Dad today i miss you more.

[mohamadafeq @mhdafeqq]

In every sujud, I pray earnestly that Allah eases my path, removes all sadness and sorrow from my heart, and makes my day brighter.

[mohamadafeq @mhdafeqq]

It really hits me again. I’ve once again realized that happiness just isn’t meant for me.

It’s always about me sacrificing my time, love, and loyalty.

[mohamadafeq @mhdafeqq]

Life is meaningless

[mohamadafeq @mhdafeqq]

In this world, why do I always have to pretend that I’m okay even when I’m the most hurt? Why can people so easily scream at me, blame me, or speak harshly to me? I’m also having bad days and even a hard life. Do I deserve all this harsh treatment?

[mohamadafeq @mhdafeqq]

I wish to end everything. Im tired.

[mohamadafeq @mhdafeqq]

I dont want to see tomorrow

[mohamadafeq @mhdafeqq]

Everything feels so depressing, and I just want to get away from all of this.

[mohamadafeq @mhdafeqq]

I wish I had someone I could rely on.

[Feelings ღ @anxietymsgs]

i need to sleep to forget everything

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i lowkey don't wanna tell anyone what's going on in my life anymore

[Feelings ღ @anxietymsgs]

"are u ok?" of course not next question

[Feelings ღ @anxietymsgs]

it's ok. i mean it's not ok, but it's ok.

[Feelings ღ @anxietymsgs]

im full of unsaid thoughts

[Feelings ღ @anxietymsgs]

lowkey wanna restart my life