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[M @mhvna]

wtf is going on inside my head

[M @mhvna]

one thing i'll never understand is why i was put in earth if i've only ever felt miserable my entire life

[M @mhvna]

everything feels messed up

[M @mhvna]

i'm fighting for a life i don't even want

[M @mhvna]

i'm not mad, i'm done

[M @mhvna]

i hope you don't think that shit is fair

[M @mhvna]

made it out alive, but i think i lost it
said that i was fine, said it from the coffin

[M @mhvna]

there's no way i could save you
cause i need to be saved too

[M @mhvna]

wanting to cry my eyes out and scream but also having to hold in cause i'm supposed to be the strong one for everyone

[M @mhvna]

i don't think i've got much fight left in me.

[M @mhvna]

i don't get jealous, i get insane

[M @mhvna]

maybe in another universe i said "who the fuck do you think you're talking to" instead of being nice

[M @mhvna]

finding comfort in your sadness is when you know it's getting bad

[M @mhvna]

every time someone told me "i'm proud of you" it makes me tear up a little because i don't think anyone understands how hard i am on myself. so thank you.

[M @mhvna]

i know everything happens for a reason but wtf

[M @mhvna]

at least depression gave me a good taste in music

[M @mhvna]

listening to music + online shopping = best combo

[M @mhvna]

if they knew what they said would go straight to my head, what would they say instead?

[M @mhvna]

said i was okay but i'm lying
feel like that i'm dying

[M @mhvna]

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