To cry without feeling any emotion on my face but pure blank but emotionally drained and just having my tears running down tireless is the most heartbreaking thing I've ever felt in this life.
I don't wanna vent into people, even if its my partner.
And even if I want to, I dont feel any changes either, or any connections.
I am hopeless.
Right now, I am jobless.
I have absolutely nothing.
And I cant stay strong any longer.
โขFri, Aug 07โข
I woke up feeling heavy.
I am trying, but barely hanging in.
Feeling like I just simply live to survive.
I know its unfair that Im feeding my emotions so much reasons to feel down.
But what can I do?
In fact, I really dont know what to do.
And its heartbreaking to even say this
All of this when in fact its just me who hears me.
Because no one ever dared to listen.
To sound like I need anybody.
I don't wanna need anyone.
But thats what happens when you feel so fucking lonely.
I love people who make big dreams feel normal and remind you nothing is too ambitious or out of reach. They expand your vision simply by how they live, think, and show up. Being around them makes you feel like you can dream bigger, too.