MyBones ToShow

[MyBones ToShow @mibonestoshow]

We ran out of Nesquik, and so....no more chocolate milk!

I ate veggies last night, but....probably not gonna have anymore of those.

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Oh well....there's gatorade powder, but not much of that.

Meh. That means I'll probably get back to complete starving!

[MyBones ToShow @mibonestoshow]

@Mappy6984 But in all seriousness, it's stuff like this that makes me unable to eat for the day.

I truly don't understand how someone can just..cram and CRAM that stuff into their body!

I can't comprehend it. And I have CRAMMED things into my body; it's not at all good tasting/feeling...

[MyBones ToShow @mibonestoshow]

@Mappy6984

[MyBones ToShow @mibonestoshow]

I have basically stopped eating.

My beloved spouse went out of town for over a week and they normally work to prepare dinner…

After two days I just stopped seeking anything out and haven’t had any solid food for five days

I had some chocolate milk and some Gatorade? Finally..

[MyBones ToShow @mibonestoshow]

@Ace0fheartzz I feel this

It’s been more than 20yrs, but I also passed my ED onto an ex (actually two ex’es, and I still feel the shame of it…passing on that prison of the mind to them 😔)

They both mostly recovered

I gained and spiraled into madness off and on

I’m needing a new spiral 🌪️

[MyBones ToShow @mibonestoshow]

@sundaem1lkshake A few more for…. Well…. I’m feeling very, VEEEERY overweight and simply don’t understand how I could possibly have ever let myself get so far from my original goals…

I actually once was thinner and then I looked at pictures from 2022 vs now.

I’m…all bcuz I was “too thin” ❌

[MyBones ToShow @mibonestoshow]

@sundaem1lkshake So….

bones, hard. core. bones.

I apologize in advance if these belong to anyone. Notify me and I’ll obviously remove them…

After thirty years of Ana, the need for bones has become so overwhelming compared to 25 years ago when it was just…normal thinspo!

[MyBones ToShow @mibonestoshow]

@steaphanyt Nice bones!

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@reddit_lies This has GOT to be ragebait…

It’s got to be.

Absolutely no one thinks of their daughters this way. Unless you’re an actual pedophile who deserves to hang.

Real parents think about their daughters (and men who love them!) with dignity, love and respect, NOT THEIR SEX LIVES!

[MyBones ToShow @mibonestoshow]

I don’t know where it came from.But I am glad it showed up. Absolutely no food.

I find mukbangs extremely triggering too.

I feel for this woman and I hope that she overcomes this if she desires to do so. It’s certainly not healthy. The health consequences are very serious…🥺

[MyBones ToShow @mibonestoshow]

No…Just no.

I just can’t imagine this.

Not even close.

One of the absolute worst things for me is watching others eat. But this? This wrecked me.

I actually had been considering eating a little bit of SOMETHING & then this popped up.

I think I’m done eating forever 🫢🚫❌

[AlphaFox @alphafox]

How can people afford to eat this much food?! Holy crap. 😳

[MyBones ToShow @mibonestoshow]

I’m going to absolutely TRY to stay accountable on EDTWT.

Maybe someone will care and ask me for updates. Maybe they’ll give me encouragement and advice and some bonespo every day.

But for the most part, nobody knows who I am.

Bones for the win!

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It’s been so long since I’ve looked at bones.

Not only that but I’ve all but betrayed my ED in every single way.

I’ve un-done nearly every single lbs of loss, and I’ve seemed to have no limits to what I will allow myself to consume.

Does any ED even exist within me any longer?

[MyBones ToShow @mibonestoshow]

I can only pray that I have any measure of strength to reverse it. That I can actively refuse anything and everything offered.

Will Ana come back into my thoughts once more?

I actually miss the constant companionship of nausea and abdominal pain that made it “free” to not eat.