vial

hy/hymn or she/her | eh, i’m neutral on minors interacting but be warned because i vent and post suggestive content | demonidol CEO | cc yumeshipper

[vial @microputer]

goodbye. i’m getting admitted

[vial @microputer]

i lost everything. so i will be a acknowledging myself now i guess.
hi! i’m the attempted murderer that electric was talking about! i tried to kill my irl xavier because i didn’t want to be hurt anymore despite hurting him more than myself!

[vial @microputer]

oh and jay, call me a groomer all you want, but it’ll never change the fact that your mom and dad hate you and that they’re both fucking pedophiles. i know that you sent that gimmick, you should’ve met him face to face but your a fucking pussy.

[vial @microputer]

do i dare ping you over twitter or am i more decent than that?

[vial @microputer]

i need serious fucking help.

[vial @microputer]

what am i even doing. am i in some sort of fucking psychosis or something???

[vial @microputer]

PLEASE. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. IF TAHIRA OUT OF ALL PEOPLE WAS WILLING TO CONTACT MY OWN FUCKING MOTHER JUST FOR ME TO STOP THEN IT SHOULD BE POSSIBLE FOR YOU TO LOVE ME AGAIN. PLEASE

[vial @microputer]

please tell me what i need to do to get you back. if it takes years i’ll do it. if it takes an entire lifetime while i’m at the fucking hospital then i’ll do it. i’ll do it till the day i die.

[vial @microputer]

i love you please. please

[vial @microputer]

i hate that you occupy every space of my mind. i wanted to stop obsessing over people and i thought i got better. i really really really thought i did.

[vial @microputer]

please. i love you. thats all i ask. is for you to love me. im willing to stay in a mental hospital for years on end just so that you’d love me again. i’m willing to kill myself just to be loved again. i’m willing to do anything and everything.

[vial @microputer]

i’ll leave this account open to the public. i’ll let you see everything i’ve said about you. i’ll break myself apart just to be manageable for you.

[vial @microputer]

one day you’ll realize i’m still that mentally ill kid you met all those years ago. one day you’ll realize that i still needed help and you fucking left me there alone in the dust all because you wouldn’t want to see me in my twisted state.

[vial @microputer]

im so so so sorry

[♡•ItsMAYUMI•♡ @ItsMaYumi2]

Headshot again but YURII

[Acervo Hiruto Iwada o Ultimate Estudante Sortudo @DrglreS6Updates]

The scream I scrumpt.