rat 🐀

it/they/he ☆ edtwt ☆ main is @aratinabottle ☆ backup is @ratcals

[rat 🐀 @microwavedrat]

i was restricting so well 4 a while but now i just cannot stop fucking eating

[rat 🐀 @microwavedrat]

cold from malnutrition SUUUUCKS bruh even when im physically warm i still feel cold on the inside

[rat 🐀 @microwavedrat]

stepmother has begun 2 catch on 2 my meal-skipping bc the things she buys me arent being eaten sooooo ive had 2 start throwing food out rip 👎👎

[kiiwi (˶ᵔᵕᵔ˶)♡ @glitterkiiwi]

this is exactly why i developed an ED. i love my mother but i will never forgive her for how she impacted my eating from a very young age

[rat 🐀 @microwavedrat]

was homemade so i dont even know how much i just fucked up AAAAAAAAGHHHH y do i do this 2 myself stupid stupid stupid

[rat 🐀 @microwavedrat]

had a slice of cake earlier but it was kind of mid and now i feel sick from regret at the wasted calories 👎

[rat 🐀 @microwavedrat]

@terrorful79301 maybe u could try searching 4 therapists who specialize in ocd treatment? im sure there have 2 b at least a few out there

[rat 🐀 @microwavedrat]

i better not fuck this up 4 myself again

[rat 🐀 @microwavedrat]

think im starting 2 see my ribs a little FINALLY

[rat 🐀 @microwavedrat]

i can feel the fat on my hips it drives me crazy

[she is suffering @terrorful79301]

ARFID awareness post

[rat 🐀 @microwavedrat]

@beanveline i get scared ppl will recognize me just based on the way i type 😭😭

[umiri ⚜️ edtwt 🍰 (-23.2/60lb) @umiriscals]

No angel.. A gw of 8.7kg is too low.. You must recover

[rat 🐀 @microwavedrat]

@rodrickofedtwt agender void gang

[spiz💭 byf: tw for ed shit @trainwreckxic]

a lot of you don’t realize orthorexia is based on >>perceived<< health not necessarily the current scientific consensus of health

[rat 🐀 @microwavedrat]

trying 2 learn a hobby that requires a lot of patience is so difficult when ur malnourished and hangry all the time </3

[Ramskull @melting_ramskul]

Saw this Instagram comment and I just wanted to boost it here because I 100% agree

[rat 🐀 @microwavedrat]

@poopoo_diarrhea u look so cool!!!