midnight school shooter

God’s chosen edge lord

[midnight school shooter @midnightdionys]

gonna have to do a stream soon and prove how much work i've done the past month in order to get people to stfu

they can never just let me build me shit to completion in peace

the chronically neurotic and anxious constantly have to think something is wrong such a pestilence

nobody wants to hear all your word vomit advice, just mind your own business and learn to sit in stillness, children

[midnight school shooter @midnightdionys]

imagine pissing me off and wasting your first impression on me acting like an insufferable internet faggot because your fragile simp ego couldn’t handle the presence of my divine aura

and then I end up being a trillionaire

[midnight school shooter @midnightdionys]

the implicit logic is that anyone who needs to use Christianity to be saved is an admission of guilt and sin

they fail to understand that they must save themselves and purify themselves of sin - that religious frameworks don’t matter and don’t give anyone any inherent rank of virtue of moral stature

the failure to understand this is the underlying evidence that it is used as a cloak and mechanism of narrative distortion and self-delusion

that if you need to wield Christianity as a cloak of virtue - then it is because you are wicked and attempting to hide your stench through weaponizing spiritual social narratives in your defence

thus the adamant christian is in fact the anti-christian when perceived through the frame of ontology

[midnight school shooter @midnightdionys]

christians in Europe are usually very chill - my entire family is culturally christian, but none of them ever talk about Christianity or use it as a serious framework for life, its just a cultural institution for traditions like marriages and funerals and baptism and so on, nothing more than that

and those kinds of christians I find to often be ‘the best christians’

there is a layered irony that the least christians in christianity are those who are the most pure in their spirit

but the radical christians, the avid church goers, the american christians, and the ones who constantly attempt to force their religion upon others, wearing it like a blanket of virtue

those I find to be the most despicable of them all

there is this underlying irony

that those who have true morality, true nobility in their souls - those are the people who independent of any religion will always be high moral value

whereas those who cling in desperation to a religious scripture and institution, waving it about like a flag and swinging it in the face others and using it to signal virtue - those are the most corrupt in spirit, the ones whos true nature is wickedness and that’s why they parade themselves around in skins of lamb

[Backpacking America @bpapodcasting]

@midnightdionys From experience the most infested are those adamant of any belief. Have you considered talking to Catholics that don’t make it their entire personality?

[midnight school shooter @midnightdionys]

I’ll try to stop talking shit about bitches

no hoe or simp will be allowed to knock me off my eternal state of higher mind anymore

😤☝️🕋

[midnight school shooter @midnightdionys]

women who don’t like dogs are just confessing that they hate dogs possess the one trait they never could

loyalty

for even a dog has more inherent value and can be of a higher state of enlightenment than a neurotic woman

a woman incapable of loyalty is basically broken to the core - for loyalty is the most important trait for motherhood

without loyalty she can never be a competent mother

therefore she is worth less than a dog and views the dog as her competition

for her level of consciousness is at the lower level, in the realms of beasts, therefore she looks at beasts with contempt and mistrust

for beasts are what her capacity of mind are in competition with and where she finds her equals

[midnight school shooter @midnightdionys]

an unintegrated neurotic person will project their neurotic tendencies upon everyone else as an anxiety of not being able to predict the future

the solution is not to project anxiety

but to sit in stillness until the need to make others feel your own suffering disappears

to accept that things happen not as you would like them, not when you would like them, and that the uncertainty of events is outside of your control

[midnight school shooter @midnightdionys]

the people most infested with demons are usually adamant christians

its inherently obvious for anyone with spiritual prowess to realize

that’s why I don’t fuck with Christianity and those who wear it like a blanket of virtue

their souls stink of shit and its largely a religion for the wicked

[midnight school shooter @midnightdionys]

any high value woman would rather be in an imperial harem with sister wives than marry a faggot dipshit simp

deep down you know that if I am who I say I am and I become who I say I will, then deep down you already know this is true

thus might as well just start adjusting to the reality of the situation slowly already

because I am who I say I am
and I will become more than you can even imagine

[midnight school shooter @midnightdionys]

still gonna be harem tho btw

i can’t tolerate hoe shit whatsoever and you hoes broke my trust a long time ago

harem is the only way you can ever be with me and that I’ll have any peace of mind on this

[midnight school shooter @midnightdionys]

I truly don’t even know which of the 3 states is the most powerful

because my unconscious state when fully active is a fucking monster that will maul people and can fight without feeling pain or fear

and my subconscious state is so refined in intuition that I can read behavioural patterns automatically, and beyond that I can feel truth and answers inside me without thinking my way to them, I can just feel what I need to, I can feel how people are, and my intuition is always correct, the only times I mess up is because I go against my intuition

and my conscious state when fully awake and aware is a blazing holy sun of intelligence that see everything and can understand any pattern or meaning that i point my attention at

the balancing of all 3 is what truly makes me me

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the reason you don’t see me fully is simple - I’ve been busy building my shit, obviously it takes a long time to learn programming and computer science from scratch and then build an entire big tech company and everything-app workspace

the truth has always been inherently obvious in regards to this and my direction

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all the constant doubt has always only been reflections of your own impotent anxiety and neurotic tendencies

[midnight school shooter @midnightdionys]

the polarity of my being is something that will take you a long time to understand, but it is simple

extreme childhood trauma + constant fighting all throughout my youth = very potent unconscious/instinctual state

studying, spiritual practices, high iq, high mental competence = very potent conscious/intellectual state

and overclocked subconscious intuition as well from vast amounts of life experience

even in explaining it, it will still remain an enigma to decipher, because I’ve never met another man like me in my life

if people take the kindness of my conscious state for granted or test me too far, then my unconscious state will inevitably punish them and put them in their place out of instinct

if people mistake my unconscious state for being mindless and reactive, then my conscious state will inevitably run circles around them as they fail to grasp how far my intellect goes beyond them

its not a paradox or inner conflict

its just a deeply honed layering of self which is counterintuitive to all modern men who often present as either or, and give stereotypical categories such as believing highly intelligent men can’t be violent or that violent men can’t be intelligent and so on

its rather the reality that I am deeply integrated and I can play between all my states in ways that the other men cannot grasp because their state of being is always binary - they are always either unconscious or conscious and struggle in any reconciliation between the two

even when I make reactive posts, acting out, from their perspective they think I’m in a rut, its going bad, or whatever

in reality I am constantly working, no grievance ever stops me from working continuously every single day, I can just compartmentalize my emotions in a powerful way where they only see the reaction but not my working or present state of mind

and even in explaining this, I doubt they’ll understand it, because these people have such a low evolved level of consciousness that to have a truly dynamic and fluid flow based form of consciousness is completely alien to them and beyond them in comprehension

and even in explaining everything about myself, you as a reader will still only have the image that you can conjure in your mind of me

you probably had one image of me form my posts, then another from when I stream, then another based on the emotionality and intellect of my posts, then another based on my work, then another based on my past and life experiences

juggling all those images you struggle to find which is me - but the reality is they are not in conflict, they are all me, they are all the expressions of me rather than different images

and even in explaining all this, and myself countless times

you still won’t fully understand me

and if you ever meet me irl - you’ll probably be even further surprised and see a completely new version of me that you couldn’t grasp or fathom before

you’ll wonder where all the volatility went and how I have such extreme composure under stress and everything and how my irl state is of an even higher presence than you could imagine of me before

and then maybe you’ll finally connect all the pieces and realize that my sensitivity was never fragility but just expression and boredom and messing with myself and others

but even in writing this, I doubt you’ll grasp it

I will remain an alien until you see me and understand how all the pieces of me click into place in ways you couldn’t fathom or grasp before because it was always beyond your capacity of self-referential reasoning and comparative reasoning

because if you have no frame of measure for a type of being that you have never met a similar of before, then the frame of me in your mind will always be false until you can fully grasp me

[midnight school shooter @midnightdionys]

to be part of my harem is far more generous than what you deserve

consider yourself honored and privileged if you ever receive the opportunity

it will be the most meaningful thing you’ll get the chance of being part of in your life

the gift of the mercy of redemption

[midnight school shooter @midnightdionys]

count yourself lucky I’ve already shown you more love than you’ve ever shown yourself

and the way you respond to such a gift is all the more telling

you can’t handle when a man shows you love, because deep down your body despises you and tells you that you are unworthy of love

[midnight school shooter @midnightdionys]

if you genuinely respected and loved yourself then you would never sleep with or be overly friendly with a man that isn’t the father of your children

so if you don’t respect and love yourself, then why should I ever respect you?

[midnight school shooter @midnightdionys]

if you genuinely respected and loved yourself then you would never sleep with or be overly friendly with a man that isn’t the father of your children

so if you don’t respect and love yourself, then why should I ever respect you?

[midnight school shooter @midnightdionys]

"ohh nooo why do i have depression and anxiety 24/7 and need constant alcohol and drugs to alleviate my anxiety and depression"

because your body thinks you are a disgusting whore and you live in constant dissonance with yourself you fucking retard

simple logic you fail to see

[midnight school shooter @midnightdionys]

women think when they signal having male friends that it upsets us or makes us jealousy

but no, it only makes us think you are pathetic, and we lose more and more respect for you

that's why i'll disrespect any woman who acts as such

act like a hoe and i treat you like a hoe

[midnight school shooter @midnightdionys]

try getting a friend that isn't a faggot retard

then your opinion might finally have some value

[midnight school shooter @midnightdionys]

imagine wishing harm upon me and then one day you get in a car accident and wake up in the hospital breathing out a tube and drooling on yourself and shitting your pants for the rest of your life

stuff like that can happen ya know

[midnight school shooter @midnightdionys]

just a young boy trying to build the future while witches are trying to do sex voodoo on me and their wannabe warlock simp slaves are trying to do black curse magic on me