it was kinda odd failing at something continuously but not giving up simply because i wasnt good at it immediately for the first time
ุงูุญู ุฏููู ุงูู ุงุชุฎุทูุช ุงูู ุฑุญูุฉ ุฐู
for a good 12 year chunk of my life i never tried to dedicate serious time and get good at anything because the idea of me not living up to my โpotentialโ terrified me