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[akulah SANG JUARA @miechoso]

jurjang :)))

[flauu @yOoraa0_0]

@bakaajanai ga work ka, malah jdi kayak mau bkin journal depresi

[akulah SANG JUARA @miechoso]

@BEGBloui kl nimpa dipikir fairuzz

[akulah SANG JUARA @miechoso]

@beutipuel oowkay kak makasiii infonyah

[akulah SANG JUARA @miechoso]

@flofuchsia orgil anjay, wdyt mutualan di hayday kak 😁 ak baru nyoba main ini gamee masi rada kagok sama flow nyaa

[akulah SANG JUARA @miechoso]

@flofuchsia qlwkwlwl baru nyoba main game ini... sekalinya banyak anomali

[akulah SANG JUARA @miechoso]

@vernonkemang pasti wong sugih ini culture shock... baru ngeliat kolam blackcurrant ini di indon

[akulah SANG JUARA @miechoso]

@4shoboizya onti² 01l e pengen young free n beautiful trs... Kok km buru² tua dekk

[akulah SANG JUARA @miechoso]

@beutipuel walach gtt ya, kl boost ak baruu join member sekarang buat di reedem tgl 13 bisa ga kak? Baruu tau info inj

[akulah SANG JUARA @miechoso]

@juragansatpad hah naksirrr bgt dwa dwanya looks good on you

[akulah SANG JUARA @miechoso]

@krant_ini biggest what iff

[akulah SANG JUARA @miechoso]

MAKSUTKU HEHE KEJAUHAN BGT HEHE PERTANYAAN NYA HEHEHEHEHEEHE the bare minimum sekecil aurat die PAHAM syittttttt fakmen mallllas 😁😹😅

[akulah SANG JUARA @miechoso]

PEAK (hoples romentik) versi gwa: Galdi tampil penutupan acara formasinye dr awal sampe akhir kita sampingan terus, ada gerakan BERGANDENGAN TANGANNYEE while gwe ngefreeze biar ga kliatan grogi... dia langsung nutupin tangan pake hodi seraya berkata "eh takut auratnya kena ya" 😁

[☀️ @nickablesss]

peak romance versi gw adalah pernah ada masanya gw gerd mampus terus pas mau muntah dibilang gapapa muntahin ke tangan aku aja syittt di situ ingin gw nikahi dalam keadaan muntaber

[ayaa @isawkono]

#keonho

[akulah SANG JUARA @miechoso]

RITWITTTT SEJUTA KALI, personally aku yg gampang mletoy ini jg pengen nya komunikasi yg JELAS but somehow gwe justru banyak ngilangnya....

[ega @fluoxetan]

gimana ya cara ngejelasin kalau kita tuh emotionally unavailable and easily socially overwhelmed karena sensory issues. gak ada niat gak menghargai atau nganggep orang gak penting. i just genuinely get exhausted from having to reply to chats, answer calls, maintain conversations, or meet up regularly, even when i look active online & free. belum lagi kalau lagi hyperfocused on something.

kadang capek juga sama standar “kalau peduli pasti bales”, “kalau sayang pasti nyempetin”, “kalau gak ngabarin berarti gak penting.” and this isn’t even exclusively about romance. pertemanan juga sering kayak gitu. padahal sama orang tua sendiri aja kadang gue butuh waktu buat bales chat wkwkwk yes im the distant daughter, makanya seringnya ditelpon karena kalau chat lama balesnya.

selama ini kita berusaha masking dan mengikuti standar social availability orang lain, tapi any meaningful relationship we have still can’t magically override our limitations. punya kepedulian sama orang lain gak ujug-ujug bikin social battery gue bertambah.

bahkan sama temen-temen yang gue genuinely enjoy being around, kadang dari awal gue udah bilang, “lagi males ngomong ya” then i just sit there with them, listen to them, watch them do their thing, and genuinely enjoy their company. i want your presence, i just dont always want interaction.
sering juga lagi overwhelmed tapi maksain ketemu orang-orang, malah tiba-tiba nangis karena saat itu kepala gue masih penuh mikirin final project wkwk makanya gabisa dadakan dan harus selalu mentally prepared dulu karena kita jadi gak “hadir” diajak ngomong aja zoning out😹😹😹

and romantic interests somehow feel even more pressuring. once someone starts expecting constant replies, calls, updates, attention, or access to my time, i immediately feel overwhelmed. especially when we’re barely anything yet. you’re not even my husband, why am i already being treated like i owe you constant availability? i really dont like men who act controlling or entitled to my time and attention. you’re still practically a stranger to me. and yes, i can be interested in someone, think he’s a genuinely good guy, and still not be comfortable giving him that much access to me.

interest does not automatically equal access. the moment i feel being demanded, it stresses me out and makes me anxious. merasa bisa mencapai milestone tapi maintainingnya gak tau.
i dont think i would survive lansekap romansa era modern bruh, kayaknya harus hidup di zaman 70an, ngabarin orang pakai surat nyampenya seminggu sekali😹😹😹

[akulah SANG JUARA @miechoso]

@kyuppypasta @krant_ini iyalagiiii

[akulah SANG JUARA @miechoso]

may the future bojokulo ga ikut tantrum kl mood ku lg mlehoi gini, amin

[Areum🌹 @areumdowoonie]

Ada dua opsi untuk mencegah penyakit autoimun:
1. Nangis
2. Ngamuk
Silakan pilih salah satu 😭🙏

/k

[akulah SANG JUARA @miechoso]

wallahiiiii album enih isinya too good to be true.... ni orang² jalan idupnye kekmna nyak bs bikin lagu se rilet enih??!?

[crissan @agavallaria]

Dan mereka bikin lagu yang bagus sekaligus sakit buat nemenin perasaan kangen itu.

"I want you to promise one thing. Smile and don't get sick anymore. Be happy above the clouds" (DAY6, 2021)

[akulah SANG JUARA @miechoso]

bener sam

[Kowalski @m_iqbalhrs]

"Josjis itu sebenernya plesetan dari Gorgeous"

😭😭😭

[akulah SANG JUARA @miechoso]

@kimianttonelli wkwkwwkek kenak bgt ini 🥺 yuk mup on jalur papa Kimi bunda Oliv wkwkwkwwk