@Lil__Sapling oh my gosh yea i completely lied nd said i didn have one During the appointment process 2 get scheduled n have my info taken bc i had a feeling,,,,,,, <\333
oomfs hav lost weight while ive been gone meanwhile im bmi 19 now after a weird place of being in and out of recovery and internal conflict w not speed running wl again when i hav top surgery coming up
I see people here talk about wanting to lose weight so their peers will be concerned and shit but have yall planned for what happens when people get tired of it?? Because after a while people will give up on you, sickness becomes a normality until all you feel like is a burden
@Lil__Sapling oof okay,, let me stay above that!! i was there but ig its good ive gained until til bmi 18-19 for the time being . initially i had thought losing until that range specifically wld b ok but good to know.. a good doctor probably shouldnt operate in that range anyways
@Lil__Sapling i hope im doing a good thing then. i wasnt rly told abt weigjt bein an issue but i imagine being underweight is not ideal even if im not in a severe state where i was before n where i want to b again is prolly..not good . i want to be able to heal good n run shirtless so asap🥹
@tauntifer lol bruh i saw that shit in the middle of well debating semi-recovery on an account completely unrelated to edtwt & guess whos relapsing fully
also Eating disorders just fucking sucks because i know im happier but i cant see weight ever looking right on me i am terrified to be in the double digits and I hate how it all goes to my legs . genuinely biggest insecurity
@STARREXIIC holy shredded ,, drop the routine 🤲🏾🤲🏾 im tryna work dis summer 2 get leaner Cus my top surgery dats scheduled in july has hella motivated me to lock in FR like ik it aint gonna giv me wat u got but fuckk its gonna suck not bein able to work out afterwards so wantin to start now
@onyxcals@jcarterpoker omg thank u i didnt even check this account until now :( i think im just gonna restart nd give ppl a new account i hav way 2 many creeps blocking me it sucks . also its my PUBIC hair thats poking out like that men r actually so stupid 😭