I don't know , he always been nice and good to me . but now . . . Billy's trying to turn me against him . He keeps saying that nothing I have here is right , true or even real . that it's only lies . AndβΈΊ John asked me to kill Billy .
I am a little lost .
not that itβs on you, itβs more on him, he tends to have his own strange ways. things have been rough though so i understand, but ive found ways of keeping myself busy.
You donβt believe it either , right ? No one believes me when I say we are friends . I donβt knowβ- itβs been complicated lately , and I feel . . . a little divided . I stepped back a little from here .
you know what we need to do to make that happen and yet you get repulsed by me whenever i do it. itβs the one thing we havenβt tried and itβs my working theory.
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maybe if you were actually
ππππππππ him βΈ i would . i'm
not giving eternal life to a
person who can't even do a
ππππππ thing right ; a son is
all i ask ... and nothing .
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