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bmi 17s

[🍮🥄 ˚₊‧ @miisuaw]

unpinning at 45kg ♡ !

[🍮🥄 ˚₊‧ @miisuaw]

when i need encouragement n support rn all i get is people mad at me and yelling at me wondering why i can't recover ,, none of u would understand and this just makes me not want to recover

[🍮🥄 ˚₊‧ @miisuaw]

i genuinely feel so miserable bc of my ed and i am so scared of the potential consequences of it yet i don't feel valid for recovering before i even become uw ,, im also terrified of the weight gain .. i'm just so sad and i want to have a healthy rs w food again

[🍮🥄 ˚₊‧ @miisuaw]

actually looks so so good:( i wish i could've had some i feel like the worst daughter ever tbh.

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wiat ~ 806c ♡

mom made palabok for her bday and i wanted to eat some so bad but i just got too anxious after the cake slice.

[🍮🥄 ˚₊‧ @miisuaw]

i think i can maybe fit a peach in and one slice of cake for 440c total ,, then js have my usual tuna bowl :p

[🍮🥄 ˚₊‧ @miisuaw]

mom bday tmr :(( idk if i should fast until it's time for her cake or if i should js not eat the cake n continue my daily fruits n stuff ,,

[🍮🥄 ˚₊‧ @miisuaw]

wiat ~ 824c ♡

ice cream addict ,, also i loveddd my homemade chipotle bowl >.<

[🍮🥄 ˚₊‧ @miisuaw]

wiat ~ 901c ♡

made orange chicken tdy ! sis made brownies :c so sad i can't eat them

[🍮🥄 ˚₊‧ @miisuaw]

wiat ~ 835c ♡

wow all my meals r so unaesthetic (also had a peach)

[🍮🥄 ˚₊‧ @miisuaw]

oh mai gosh my beloved halo top . it was on sale for $4 too!!! idk why i only got oneee:c

[🍮🥄 ˚₊‧ @miisuaw]

bro i literally look so fat .. holy unlucky body proportions 🙁

[🍮🥄 ˚₊‧ @miisuaw]

looks disgusting. but i promise u this was soso good i luv tuna rice bowls!! n only 207c!!!

[🍮🥄 ˚₊‧ @miisuaw]

also i feel so full .. ughfjhj:( i hate this

[🍮🥄 ˚₊‧ @miisuaw]

wiat ~ 474c ♡

all my meals look gross n half assed today i'm so sorry

[/ᐠ - ˕ -マ @foxfuneralz]

i fantasize about people trying to help me and being concerned but i dont actually want to get better. sorry if that makes me a bad person

[🍮🥄 ˚₊‧ @miisuaw]

cutest clothes no money mayb i should become an ekitten 😋 (joke)

[🍮🥄 ˚₊‧ @miisuaw]

took that necklace right off . ouch

[🍮🥄 ˚₊‧ @miisuaw]

wiat ~ 800c ♡

saw someone make savory oats here today ,, so i made "arroz caldo" oats hehe was yummy!!

[𝒌𝒂𝒊𝒕𝒍𝒚𝒏 ྀིྀི @kaitith]

all of you need to watch this is lowkey made me emotional but it’s so correct and explains how having an ed feels

[🍮🥄 ˚₊‧ @miisuaw]

has anyone tried halo top mix ins ,, is it worth or no i really wanna giv the pb one a try but i feel like frozen ones is more worth it