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I block people who follow me on here. This is for me to just vent and post what I want. It's like my little journal. My other accounts are for followers

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Never knew I could cry this much in one day

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Well that text just confirmed everything it's going to be shit day 🖕

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Have not felt this alone in years

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I think I have covid 👎🤦🏻‍♂️

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Game day. This game is personal, I hate the bills. #HereWeGo #Herewegosteelers

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As I sit here, I have come to the conclusion I'm ok with death as I feel I have lived a good life and have helped the future.

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I get in my feels when I'm drinking. I wish I had no feels

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Game day.. #HereWeGo #SteelerNation

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Next life

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So many mixed emotions, I hated saying goodbye to someone I thought was a great friend but also I feel it needed to be done 💔

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Best birthday gift ever today.

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With everything that has gone on in my life the last month I just want closure.

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No matter how drunk I am, I'm not texting that thirsty trap

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Don't have time for fake people.

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What a fucking weekend

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Only care about those that care about you.

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Already over today and this bullshit...

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Being in Arizona over the weekend really made me miss it and everyone there. So awesome that some friends drove over 3 hours just to hang out for the night. Fucking blessed and loved

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I don't know anything about hockey but I have a feeling Dallas will win tonight, I asked a friend who loves hockey she said no Tampa will win. Well I put money on Tampa if I loose we will no longer be friends.

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Not felt this low in a long time. It's scary and frightening.