char

my diary

[char @mikuc4t]

I am so done

[char @mikuc4t]

I cannot wait for death

[char @mikuc4t]

oh well

[char @mikuc4t]

When will i finally get the courage to actually do it

[char @mikuc4t]

i cant stop

[char @mikuc4t]

I read through my poetry. The words lost their meaning. They've lost their spark. Tonight they're just words on paper. Tonight I'm just weight on a mattress. I've been at rock bottom and it's sort of conforming. It lets me know l can't fall any further Tonight I don’t look up.

[char @mikuc4t]

i am on the brink of death i cant breathe i am so depressed and i keep isolating i could reach out for help and i just cant because im so scared i cant keep going

[char @mikuc4t]

I will die

[char @mikuc4t]

Suicde is the only way out

[char @mikuc4t]

Pleass end ne

[char @mikuc4t]

Please end my life

[char @mikuc4t]

Suicide is screaming for me

[char @mikuc4t]

Suicide is the only answer

[char @mikuc4t]

i am going to jump in front of the fastest car i can fucking find

[char @mikuc4t]

cut myself and then i cut my skin hurt myself instead of hurting him

[char @mikuc4t]

I love octopuses

[char @mikuc4t]

Wow i am fucking obliterated

[char @mikuc4t]

I am not ok