lucas ¡! recovered i thinkk

vent acc lurking shedtwt || pro recov || 19yr old guy || eng/spa || not fatphobic !! / bmi: fat

[lucas ¡! recovered i thinkk @milkbonebites89]

ts always happens qhen i get drunk wtf

[lucas ¡! recovered i thinkk @milkbonebites89]

its sooooo hard to love me right !!! but i think this one is kinda pretty

sh sh small cut

[lucas ¡! recovered i thinkk @milkbonebites89]

everyone rlly thinks im gross and unlovable ok good to know

[lucas ¡! recovered i thinkk @milkbonebites89]

byeee lmfao

shhh small cuts

[lily 🫧🪩 @lilycal115]

damn even the obese figure has more of a thigh gap than me 😭😭

[meg🪽 @ningcvntcals]

how it feels to not be able to restrict like you used to

[Abs @nallxii]

Felt guilty about eating 600cals so I ate 2500 😂😂😂😂

[lucas ¡! recovered i thinkk @milkbonebites89]

im recovered now. i spent years of my life being miserable without results and it wasnt worth it, but now im feeling shitty over my weight again

he knew how affected i was by it back in highschool, he used to make fun of me for it, my disordered thoughts and omads

[lucas ¡! recovered i thinkk @milkbonebites89]

irl is now disordered n making me feel very aware of how fat and gross i am

he keeps talking abr how disgusting fat ppl are and telling me basic disordered weight loss tips that i already know cuz ive already been through ts

cuts

[lucas ¡! recovered i thinkk @milkbonebites89]

i feel so guilty when texting someone while cutting myself

likeee they dont even know

[lucas ¡! recovered i thinkk @milkbonebites89]

guys lets all relapse

[lucas ¡! recovered i thinkk @milkbonebites89]

in roo deunk for rhis shif im literally obese and gross

[lucas ¡! recovered i thinkk @milkbonebites89]

currently trying to throw up my big ass dinner/omad

[lucas ¡! recovered i thinkk @milkbonebites89]

friend locked in and lost 17 kilos

meanwhile im getting fatter everyday ts sucks

[lucas ¡! recovered i thinkk @milkbonebites89]

js talkin to him makes me feel fat and disgusting

[yu ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི @yuyumeals]

regretting it right now

[lucas ¡! recovered i thinkk @milkbonebites89]

should i relapse

[ananya @k4tiyak4run]

the doctor is neither too close nor too far

[lucas ¡! recovered i thinkk @milkbonebites89]

friend locked in and lost 17 kilos

meanwhile im getting fatter everyday ts sucks