holly

bipolar baddie | ed/vent account

[holly @milkflowerz]

@dietstrawbari It’s so good for the soul

[holly @milkflowerz]

I left my mother on delivered for a few days then bullshitted an apology/excuse why I couldn’t see her this weekend and I feel So Guilty but also … I’m an adult and can make my own choices so why do I feel so bad ahhh :(

[holly @milkflowerz]

26 year old woman who’s still terrified of her family’s opinion of her 🙂‍↕️

[holly @milkflowerz]

I genuinely have something wrong w me cause I don’t want Anyone to know what I’m doing or how I’m living but I also don’t want to completely cut them off

[holly @milkflowerz]

26 year old woman who’s still terrified of her family’s opinion of her 🙂‍↕️

[holly @milkflowerz]

@hoIlowfaerie A chai latte is everything to me so I understand

[holly @milkflowerz]

If I feel too fat I literally won’t go outside or do anything “fun” because I won’t be able to enjoy it lmaooo ??? Fr in a cage of my own making

[holly @milkflowerz]

Another wasted summer of being a loser cause how my body looks determines how much I can enjoy myself 🥰

[holly @milkflowerz]

I hope autumn and winter will be better, I like the fashion better anyways :’)

[holly @milkflowerz]

Another wasted summer of being a loser cause how my body looks determines how much I can enjoy myself 🥰

[holly @milkflowerz]

@miserablymental True !!!! My brain has blocked so much out so sometimes I forget 😵 xx

[holly @milkflowerz]

My life was better on the run

[holly @milkflowerz]

@miserablymental But fr elly thank you so much ily you are so so kind but I hope it never comes to that 🤧 but if it did I could bring my car and drive us around to go to nice places :) xx

[holly @milkflowerz]

Wanting to run away but having nowhere to go 🤩

[holly @milkflowerz]

@miserablymental Win win situation tbh ;) xx

[holly @milkflowerz]

Started stardew after a year of not playing and it still stresses me out ??? The time goes go by so quickly I don’t get to do everything I want to do and it annoys me omg

[holly @milkflowerz]

Leaving my mother on delivered cause she wants to go to lunch to meet my bf and uhhh I don’t wanna do that cause things are kinda bad rn lol :)

[holly @milkflowerz]

And I Wish it didn’t bother me so bad !!! I should just let people have the wrong idea :) but allowing someone to do that makes me want to scream

[holly @milkflowerz]

Unfortunately I can’t determine the difference between being misunderstood and having my life threatened

[holly @milkflowerz]

Unfortunately I can’t determine the difference between being misunderstood and having my life threatened

[holly @milkflowerz]

Turning 27 sounds so hot and sexy I’m excited :)

[holly @milkflowerz]

I have just over a month to become my hottest self for my birthday :)

[holly @milkflowerz]

Yea some terrible things happened but I was fucking crazy and free okay

[holly @milkflowerz]

@miserablymental If it makes you feel any better - me too babe xx
But honestly I hope things improve for both of us and I care about you so much