Millicent Place

Receptionist @ Cost Gallery 💁

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and now today i'm just leaving not knowing if i'll ever return

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i just couldn't really bring myself to go into the gallery the past couple of days...been just looking up jobs and stuff - just really don't know..

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there's just so much uncertainty and i can't really think of a way to handle that at the moment #ummingandarring

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but what will i do?! i haven't got any other skills 😭😭 i think im just super afraid of the future right now..

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like now would be a great opportunity/excuse to pursue an actual goal as opposed to just stagnating in this kind of job...

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definitely not helped by my total lack of security right now?! im fully in limbo! what am i going to do with my life?! what are the next steps?!

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maybe it happens to everyone but i feel like im in a constant state of contradiction - thinking one thing then just going right back and having a conflicting opinion 😒😒🤔🤔😬😅

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convinced myself it wasn't happening because it was much easier than confronting the issue...#classicme

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eugh trying to distract myself from this inevitable fucking doom...i should've been more prepared for this!! i had it all figured out then i backed out of it for some stupid reason 😒😒

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i just remember thinking those thoughts but now have no idea how i thought they made send - although i guess i didn't think they made sense but more so just thought them..🤔🤔🙄 #DeepThoughts

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that lack of understand is something i kind of miss you know? that innocence or naivety..not that im like super wise or anything lol 😅😅😂😂

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probably just because i don't understand money and all that? like when you're little and it's super confusing that people can drown cos you can swim and people float 😅🤔🙄🤨 #thoughtsofchildren

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i never really know what people mean when they say money issues?? dyou know what i mean? like it can't be THAT bad because he's still got like a fancy house and all that? right?

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soo..shows getting de-installed today and it's just super bleak in here...should've known tbf - even the techs are a bit gloomy and they're only freelance!

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argh man the worst has been confirmed - just had the meeting and William confessed to the rumours and said that they’ve been having financial issues and are unsure whether the gallery can continue after this show...

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wonder how that discussion went...defo a disagreement of some kind? although it could have been pretty civil i guess? just parting of ways? it went under the radar pretty well! i didn't even know till this week 🤨

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this is just happening all the time now isn't it?? Carroll/Fletcher are gone now too! nice that they're gunna be setting up their own things but still?!

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#itscomingtoanend

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now this can't be a coincidence now...like it's too much. kinda feel like im having a panic attack or some shit

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omfg how did i not see this yesterday?! will sent an email round asking for a meeting to take place as soon as the last person leaves the gallery...i wondered why everyone seems to be around on a sunday??? owwwwww