i just want my waist to be snatched and my arms to be thin and my stomach to be flat and my legs to be small and and and my collarbones to be visible and my hands to be pretty
im disordered but i dont think i *have* a disorder if that makes sense. like i dont think i fit the criteria for any specific ed but i have disordered thoughts and behaviours around food and my body.
september 6~ 645kcal, black coffee, 1/4 of a boiled egg, 1 piece of bacon, sugarfree redbull, half a green apple with cinnamon, low sugar protien bar, 1 piece of a mandarin, peppermint tea with no sugar and spaghetti bolegnese
september 5~ 498cals, i had coffee with sugar and milk, black coffee no sugar, tea with milk and sugar, piccolo with stevia, sugar free redbull, and a little bit of a shawarma
in one week a girl tried to end her life, our photgtaphy teacher was arrested for being a creep and killing a student, and in the end of the week a tornado destroyed the entire town, and this weird shy girl and her blue haired girlfriend were being all nosy about all this 😭😭