last night bf asked if he could send me money next time he gets paid so i could visit him and instead of answering i started sobbing hella LMFAO. well.! 😭
i’m gonna have to start wearing long socks to sleep cuz my ankles r def gonna be out & i don’t want my mom to see nun… im jus hoping she won’t notice 😭 long socks in this hot ass summer heat 🙏🏽
⚠️fake everything‼️ tw: cuts/blood
they r rlly spaced out cuz i wanted to fill in the empty gaps w no scars but i did go over a few of them! idek i felt rlly pathetic bcz they r small but it’s lowk helping me get over some things.. & don’t mind my hairy legs… :3 #shtwt#slittwt
prob gonna post my censored sesh sometime soon. maybe not soon soon. but sometime. when i feel up for it fr. its kinda silly cuz i just keep adding more and more. i forget it’s an addiction until i remember. #sledtwt#slittwt
i just wanna keep relapsing tbh. the only reason i didn’t do more is cuz i didn’t wanna go over my scars on my thighs and i don’t rlly have room anyway :p idk. i want to kms so bad. #988twt#shtwt hahaaaaaa
i feel so sick & nauseous & dizzy. why do i always do this. there’s something wrong with me. i hate myself so much lols. thank goodness i have a counseling app tmrw lols.!! at least i knew not to go for my arms this time. i want to throw up my guts. also! i’m officially 240lbs ha
i always relapse over a boy. anyway i was gonna lie to myself and not count it and say i reached 145 days without sh but i honestly didn’t esp bcz i did a lot. i don’t think i’ll ever get to 2 years again. byebye 144, hello 0