The irony of me doing YouTube is how in my real everyday life I’m lowkey nonverbal. I hate talking, I avoid situations involving socialization, I LOVE spending time alone, and I can just not utter a single word for days if nobody talks to me first. 🫰😌
Journaling. Thinking about buying a telescope (too expensive for a good one 😔) being blinded by the sun thats about to set. Iron deficient asf. Also thinking about the tinned shortbread cookies you get around Christmas time. Still don’t have the token. A lot on my mind.
Am I allowed to call out of work as a fortnite YouTuber because I literally woke up today feeling like my hip bones are splitting apart. Like I literally cannot walk. I cannot sit at my desk to edit…. The end of the year is BEATING MY ASS, LITERALLY!
When I upload a whole Fortnite at 3 AM revolved around getting the token when literally none of us have actually gotten the fucking token yet. Over 5 hours of recordings btw