10. end!!!
thats about everything, have no idea how this is gonna do, but feels weird being back to edtwt after 1 year.
my moots do NOT remember me but I do miss them
anyways goodbye and goodluck guys! more threads will probably come ^_^
9. cheese plate / girl dinner tip
sometimes we all feel overwhelmed with the urge to eat. this is when i fill my plate with a random tiny sampler of lowcal things (pickles, olives, veggies, ect).
try to add a SPICY thing to keep you away from food for a bit.
i plan to spend today in my room to avoid my parents, while talking to my friends.
i also want to stretch to reach one of my goals of becoming very flexible.
this is the first day of my planned three day fast, so im trying to avoid food to limit cravings as much as possible.
ed journal 8/11
today is the start of a new era.
i hate my body. i hate how bloated and disgusting i look. i hate how i cant look good in any clothes.
ballet starts in a few weeks, and im letting that be my motivation. id give anything to have the perfect dancers body.