WHY DO YOU ACT LIKE ALL MY BEHAVIOURS ARE CONTROLLED AND INTENTIONAL BUT WHEN MY FUCKING BROTHER INSULTS ME OR SOME SHIT HE'S "JUST A KID" AND I SHOULD "GET OVER IT"
"Watch your toneand the way you look at me" THERE IS NO TONE, THERE IS NO LOOK. I'M FUCKING AUTISTIC THERE IS NO TONE THERE IS NO LOOK I JUST TALK AND LOOK LIKE THAT. I DO NOT FUCKING CONTROL IT
"you're so aggressive" you incorrectly correct me on shit I know more than you about, you constantly belittle my special interests, and you're constantly ignoring all of my boundaries. Maybe I'm not the fucking problem here.
See I like the grocery store makeup brand because at least their shade names aren't some insane porn bullshit like "kinky deepthroat" or whatever. If it's red it's fucking called "red".
Did u know that when I was little I was OBSESSED with Cinderella to the point that I watched it so much that the VHS broke.
Like there's the sound but the image is just snow.
Reflecting on this, last year one of my cousins got extorted of like 70 bucks, and obviously that's bad but they didn't even file a complaint because it was "only 70€ so it doesn't matter". That's insane to me.
Watching some doc on tv... Why did I have to be born lower middle class? I see people, even within my own family, who don't have to worry about money, and they honestly seem to be living life on easy mode. A comfortable income would solve most of my problems.
Can he put on something else than the fucking 24/7 news cycle?? I get it shit is burning but there's nothing we can fucking do about it. It's like he *wants* me to fuck myself up.