book shane’s internal monologue is so funny sometimes before almost every meeting he’s like “no this is going too far i have to end this i am GOING to end this thing with ilya TODAY” then he sees ilya and his brain just goes “🤤🤤🤤 cock🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤”
this just pmo. shane DOES notice, worries about him, tries multiple times to communicate with him & expresses to him that whatever he wants to do, he will support him… & ilya deflects it. which i dont blame him for, depression is a bitch, but shane DID notice & he DID show it