💭 i want so much for myself, but i can’t find any motivation, so it’s hard.
🐥 there’s not really anything i can do to help with that though, right? maybe you need to let go of wanting too much? when your expectations are high, the disappointment becomes bigger too. what matters is learning how to fill that emptiness that comes after disappointment. i am the same. even when i make an album, i make it thinking, “we’re definitely going to get 1st place,” but reality doesn’t always turn out that way. so before releasing it, i think there also needs to be a process of emptying those expectations. i think letting go is also just part of life. i try to think about everything that way.
💭 what if the disappointment feels really huge?
🐥 then just eat something delicious.
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the more clingy someone is the more avoidant i get & the more aloof someone is the more anxious i get but bc im the avatar master of all attachment styles i can save the world
Franz Kafka: "I ran from love because I knew it would destroy me."
Fyodor Dostoevsky: "I ran into love because I needed it to destroy who I used to be."
To reiterate: finding fujoshi in your fandom is like finding earthworms in your soil. It's a sign of ongoing fertility and a promise of growth to come. Only fools are disgusted by us. True gardeners love to see us wriggling around in their land.
Every action between conception and death is fruitless. The quicker we perish, the quicker the soil that nourished the tree that was cut down to create the pages of the CSM manga can rejuvenate itself. Let us return to the Earth, and feed the soil, whose children died for naught
Wonton is starting a business where if you're having trouble getting out of bed in the morning, she brings you her favorite ball and stares at you like this