sas // recovery // inactive

diagnosed with homosexuality but not an eating disorder // cw: 59.2, gw: 57, ugw1: 52, ugw2: 47

[sas // recovery // inactive @minusdulcem]

i’m trying recovery,,,,, so i’m gonna b inactive but i need to stop centring my life around food and numbers. thank u to anyone who has helped me on here 💕

[sas // recovery // inactive @minusdulcem]

i feel so invalid for having 600 as my intake i feel like it should be way smaller

[sas // recovery // inactive @minusdulcem]

i want to be so smal thst i look dainty and cute in oversized thing not like an overstuffed pillow

[sas // recovery // inactive @minusdulcem]

me: every time i smoke i get the munchies
me: *smokes*
me: what the fuck why do i have the munchies

[sas // recovery // inactive @minusdulcem]

had a one egg mushroom omelette today and that’s all i’m eating until my fruit and yoghurt later i hope this is okay

[sas // recovery // inactive @minusdulcem]

there’s so much oil in what i’m eating i’m about to throw myself off a building

[sas // recovery // inactive @minusdulcem]

everything is cooked in OIL I AM STRESSED

[sas // recovery // inactive @minusdulcem]

fruit doesn’t count FOR ME rn bc it’s all i can eat bc no low cal snacks and so i REFUSE to feel guilty about this

[sas // recovery // inactive @minusdulcem]

gonna eat some chocolate and strawberries with yoghurt

[sas // recovery // inactive @minusdulcem]

SOS I HAVE MUNCHIES

[sas // recovery // inactive @minusdulcem]

i feel horrific and i miss weighing myself so badly also i miss working out also i miss eating nothing but veg

[sas // recovery // inactive @minusdulcem]

i’m staying under my calorie limit but i’m not counting fruit because otherwise i’d literally be fucked is this okay

[sas // recovery // inactive @minusdulcem]

i ate pasta two days in a row i want to cry

[sas // recovery // inactive @minusdulcem]

i really want to d word i feel so fucking huge

[sas // recovery // inactive @minusdulcem]

i got high and i’m trying so hard to stave off the munchies someone please call me a fat piece of garbage

[sas // recovery // inactive @minusdulcem]

my gf is asking me if i’m on a health cleanse ://///

[sas // recovery // inactive @minusdulcem]

@bventingbby i can’t stand wearing anything oversized because it makes me look like a fuckin mattress so everything i wear is tight and fitting !!!!

[sas // recovery // inactive @minusdulcem]

i just want to ENJOY MYSELF im so fucking sad

[sas // recovery // inactive @minusdulcem]

were gonna drink wine tonight echo falls has so many calories i want to sob

[sas // recovery // inactive @minusdulcem]

ate some of a bagel i made with salmon and cream cheese and i feel like garbage :))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))