I sometimes feel like my internalised racism towards black people still exist time to time and it’s gross feelings that I still realise it’s there. Even when I was unintentionally doing this. I wish I never was taught that trait and I wish I become better person....
White people giving their kids shitty names is not the same as POC giving their kids names which connect them to culture (that white people mispronounce).
Everything you experienced this year will bring you to the deep deep part of the spirit power/world and from there you’re turning back to where you originally were at. Then you’ll walk to the path that you’re supposed to go with their guidance.