i try to attempt a lot. never succeeds. i try to die in ways where it wouldnt be scary to find me. id feel bad if it were my dad or brother to find me. i want to die but my attempts never work. im so done with life. i want help but i cant get any.
WHY DOES ACCIDENTALLY CUTTING MYSELF HURT SO MUCH WORSE THAN PURPOSEFULLY DOING IT BRO
I COULD DO FUCKING BEDROCK AND ACCIDENTALLY DOING A TINY TINY CUT WOULD HURT MORE BRO IM CRYING