@yourlosingm3 don't worry, I didn't sleep for whole night so I'm lowkey delulu right now too 😭😭😭😭😭
but what I mean is that I'm also suffering from that feeling dsjgsjgsi
just realized a funny thing - my first-ever shiny pokemon was a Bidoof in a random pokemon fangame, and years later my first official shiny in PLA was... Bidoof, too!
when you feel chopped asf seeing hot people and amazing lives on your tl, but you realize you have your own life and have to keep moving to eventually find your own happiness and you actually shouldn’t hate yourself