J

[J @miseryofj]

is it too much if i just wanted to be appreciated and seen in a different way

[J @miseryofj]

Lord, bigay nyo na sakin to. Allow me to be able to move forward without feeling this much pain. Please give me peace. Please help me

[J @miseryofj]

i sure hope na i can handle this better

[J @miseryofj]

moving forward

[J @miseryofj]

it is a chronic urge to just die really

[J @miseryofj]

pwede ba na ako naman yung magloko this time, pwede ba na ako naman yung wala nalang pakelam, pwede ba ako nalang yung di nasasaktan

[J @miseryofj]

cause these tears are always for nothing. tangina sobrang bobo ko

[J @miseryofj]

so, apparently my boyfriend is crushing on another person. hehe and he is finding ways to engage

[J @miseryofj]

yung emotions ko really is making me want to throw up and faint

[J @miseryofj]

i had to smile and laugh and function as normal but i really just want everything to stop

[J @miseryofj]

if the heaven will allow, please take me already

[J @miseryofj]

Apparently, i still really hate being alive. Even after getting this far, or after being slightly above average in everything, i still really hate my wxistence

[J @miseryofj]

wish i can just commit suicide

[J @miseryofj]

pack my stuff as early as possible and go home

[J @miseryofj]

probably would watch modern family and distract myself

[J @miseryofj]

the thing is, i wanna badly cry but i cant

[J @miseryofj]

i definitely had a dream abt someone i know, but i cant remember it at all