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ed diary ⋆｡°✩ she/her 🇸🇾🇧🇷🇮🇹 lesbian!!!

[bat 🦇 @misosoupbat]

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[bat 🦇 @misosoupbat]

@ljlovesChrist Thankyou!!! <3

[bat 🦇 @misosoupbat]

tirz made me lose so much faster than i anticipated and i want to wean off of it but im terrified of how i will feel after this month span on it…

[bat 🦇 @misosoupbat]

@ljlovesChrist Ah!! Praying!!!

[bat 🦇 @misosoupbat]

@ljlovesChrist I literally have a lockbox that I have the keys to and then put the lockbox inside of a sourdough bag and keep them in our drink fridge… terrified of someone stumbling across that

[bat 🦇 @misosoupbat]

someone after an aa meeting yesterday literally asked my gf how she is Christian and lesbian… are people that dense? Help😭

[bat 🦇 @misosoupbat]

@ljlovesChrist aw tyyy :( do I just lower my doses in the same increments that I increased them? i don’t want to be so used to not be hungry for so long and then end up b/p again:(

[bat 🦇 @misosoupbat]

GUYS i was talking to my gf about things she does that help me with my ed and she said she’s done research and that she tries really hard to always stay body neutral and not trigger me or push me too hard. i love her so much. she is so amazing :(

[k @satellitecherry]

if you’re a lesbian and say you’re repulsed by penises they shoot you in the town square

[bat 🦇 @misosoupbat]

@Dykemaxing Most of them aren’t goth, they’re alt. lol.

[bat 🦇 @misosoupbat]

@polkadoodledot I saw someone bring up that lesbians often use straps and I’m like uh yeah which isn’t a real penis… just cause I want to be with a woman who has a vagina doesn’t make me prejudice… it means I like pussy 😭

[raye☕️🍁 @ghostivyleaves]

we have got to talk about the intersection of poor digestion triggering restriction💭

[bat 🦇 @misosoupbat]

@my_sweet_space HAPPY BDAY LOVELY

[bat 🦇 @misosoupbat]

just got my bellybutton pierced i feel even skinnier 😛

[bat 🦇 @misosoupbat]

and how tf am I gonna use peps if I move in w my gf like I’m gonna have to explain to her that I inject blue liquid into my thighs every day for my skin tf. She finna think I’m using or smthing 😭

[bat 🦇 @misosoupbat]

@suicidalxrose When my plug blocked me cause I was doing to much nose candy and crashed my car and she witnessed it I literally felt so much relief and started to get sober. In my opinion it’s all fun and games until you’re a broke addict who is always coming down off smthing :(

[bat 🦇 @misosoupbat]

@dizzzydolli LITERALLY like it feels like im cheating but im just trying to not feel alone in my ed. I think my girl would literally force me to delete. We are trying to move in together so im gonna have to only go on twitter on my laptop or smthing 😭 idek what she would think of this

[bat 🦇 @misosoupbat]

i deadass delete this app and redownload it at least once a day because i don’t know how to let my gf know about it… idk how she would feel and i feel so bad for hiding it from her. help.

[bat 🦇 @misosoupbat]

@v0mitkuromi ITS SO BOMB it feels like twilight or a graveyard at dawn

[bat 🦇 @misosoupbat]

@v0mitkuromi BLEACH IS MY FAVORITE SMELL ALSO GARAGES LIKE A GARAGE WHERE SOMEONE WORKS ON CARS