Sua’s devotion is opposite to one where theres distance between the altar. Hers is a desire to be one, stemming from codependency. Sua does idealise mizi, not just the ‘bright’ ’innocence’ but even the ‘ugly’ ‘destructive’ as Mizi is her whole world
If anyone curious, I shifted to an high tech orphanage, the system was dysfunction(mirroring my reailty) so the kids were less likely to interact without emotional guaranteed safety. (Mirroring mine ) I was a guy that had a complicated relationship with another who’s emotionally
so I was like “omg?????” But quickly not engaged after cuz of the limiting belief that I felt not to be true. Like fear-mongering bs. I felt that I needed to look at a different lens, turned out it was an old Hindu spiritual practice. Very very old.