If you make the fucking ask, and commit to it, God will open the wildest fucking doors in your face. Shit that will literally make you laugh due to how hilariously insane it is. Like some shit you'd write in a dream just to be funny/hopeful/creative. The door will swing open so fast in ways you could never imagine that you will just sit there like 'gawt dayum'. You'll think God couldn't cook any harder and then you get hit with some wild shit. And funny part is it was effortless. You made your little 'grind through the fucking dirt' plans (that you commit to) but the biggest strides are often these strange leaps fed to you by God himself, after you make the ask & prove your commitment (in a real sense)
It is pretty fucking insane how when it connects/plays out. Shit is much weirder than most would tell you or lead you to believe.