Life is weird. The first guy I loved was so emotionally unavailable that I questioned myself everyday. Now life has given me another blessing. Who is so so so emotionally available. Completely opposite. All thanks to God!
Looking at the male community makes me so sad that I sometimes think Iโll end up alone. I donโt think I will ever be able to trust any man. Women are better without men.
I donโt know if itโs bad luck or fate, but every time Iโm on duty, someone becomes critical. Itโs like the hospital waits for my shift before chaos begins.
This place has affected me so much emotionally. I am drained. People notice it and ask me if I am doing okay. But I brush it off saying I am tired. But itโs quite visible on my face. I am not happy here.
I have no idea why God made me so sensitive and empathetic. Sometimes I wish I were a little more selfish, like so many people around me. Maybe then I wouldnโt notice every little thing or let it hurt me so deeply.