kid

‘05
ed & vent acc
incapable of understanding social cues. mildly schizophrenic.

[kid @misscnstruction]

lets go to hell—accountability thread (indefinite)

stats ; 150cm ; 40kg

[kid @misscnstruction]

i can’t fucking sleep

[kid @misscnstruction]

day 06

im hungry and overwhelmed

[kid @misscnstruction]

lets go to hell—accountability thread (indefinite)

stats ; 150cm ; 40kg

[kid @misscnstruction]

day 05

my dad bought chicken and i didnt want to get in trouble for wasting so i ate it. fries are terrible i always binge them. i guess ill fast tomorrow to make up for it. sigh

[kid @misscnstruction]

i wouldnt even be here if my life were good. i used to work out. i used to have muscle. i was happy and i had freedom. now im trapped and this is the only control i have over my life. i will never recover

[kid @misscnstruction]

@th4tblackcat me 🥺🥺🥺 me!!!!!!! 🥺🥺🥺 ido 🥺 me

[kid @misscnstruction]

@tsundere718961 if i add you can i send random photos of my sweet baby kitten . hes orang

[kid @misscnstruction]

@llIucky ethereal

[kid @misscnstruction]

@b0nes0fsal oh you get it 😔 esp the household part

[kid @misscnstruction]

i dont know where to ask this but does anyone with an ed ever get afraid that they wont be able to defend themselves if it comes to it? or do you guys live with others/in a generally safe area

[kid @misscnstruction]

i still feel this way of course but holy moly

[kid @misscnstruction]

i used to be one of this “1k cals/day is a binge for me” people until i got down to bmi 15. the binges were unspeakable. food combination never combined before.

[kid @misscnstruction]

@tsundere718961 oomf perfect

[kid @misscnstruction]

when i make a post on the social meda site and people actually social with my media

[kid @misscnstruction]

or maybe people seek the frailness and feel validated by it

[kid @misscnstruction]

your voice is a muscle. the less you use it the weaker it becomes. the more you use it the stronger it will be.

[kid @misscnstruction]

@b0nes0fsal my bargaining stage when i was deconstructing

[rowan🍦 ロワン @chuddere]

normalize doing this when your friends ignore u

[kid @misscnstruction]

convincing myself shes online waiting for me to reply (it’s been an hour) and not talking to other people

[kid @misscnstruction]

is matcha good

[kid @misscnstruction]

im talking about my ribcage

[kid @misscnstruction]

itching my side and scratching on literal bone