day 05
my dad bought chicken and i didnt want to get in trouble for wasting so i ate it. fries are terrible i always binge them. i guess ill fast tomorrow to make up for it. sigh
i wouldnt even be here if my life were good. i used to work out. i used to have muscle. i was happy and i had freedom. now im trapped and this is the only control i have over my life. i will never recover
i dont know where to ask this but does anyone with an ed ever get afraid that they wont be able to defend themselves if it comes to it? or do you guys live with others/in a generally safe area
i used to be one of this “1k cals/day is a binge for me” people until i got down to bmi 15. the binges were unspeakable. food combination never combined before.