Not to sound delusional, but please pray for grace. Life isn't really about hard work. It's more about meeting the right people, grace, mercy, and favour.
One reason you shouldn’t postpone enjoyment or fun experiences is, not only do you not know tomorrow, you don’t know if you will have the interest or energy to do it on the postponed date. It might not even be relevant to your life by then.
There’s a phase you get to in life life,
all those hymns you sang in your childhood as mere songs , starts making total sense
Because what a friend we really have in Jesus ?