sick mind

hw. 176ibs cw. 123 ibs. gw. 99 ibs

/ednos/ suicide/ alkohol/ drugs/ selfharm/

[sick mind @misserrorsoul]

I'm such a fucked up person

[sick mind @misserrorsoul]

I wanna get drunk !

[sick mind @misserrorsoul]

boring day, boring life

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I dont know what to do today -.-

[sick mind @misserrorsoul]

I hate to be alone with my thoughts

[sick mind @misserrorsoul]

I prefer to be at work than to be at home

[sick mind @misserrorsoul]

I'm just tired of living

[sick mind @misserrorsoul]

I eat always so much food ! I'll never reach my goal

[sick mind @misserrorsoul]

Everybody is skinny, but i'm fat! Very sad story

[sick mind @misserrorsoul]

I'm fucking fat

[sick mind @misserrorsoul]

How i hate my life

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I'm still fat its very hard

[sick mind @misserrorsoul]

I'm just bored !

[sick mind @misserrorsoul]

I feel no good at all

[sick mind @misserrorsoul]

Nobody should love me, i hurt just everybody!

[sick mind @misserrorsoul]

I fast for 2 days! But i need to fast for longer! But idk if i can

[sick mind @misserrorsoul]

And the result is just that i'm fat

[sick mind @misserrorsoul]

how it could come so far? Idk whats wrong with me. Im just psycho

[sick mind @misserrorsoul]

the last days i took so much drugs, alcohol, puked few times! But thats not all. Ahh how i hate me

[sick mind @misserrorsoul]

soon teaching 😖 idk for what! I hate everything