i think the worst part about losing her was knowing i would still choose her if she came back today. after everything that happened, all the lies, the distance, and the way she made me feel like i wasn't enough, some part of me still misses her. i hate that somebody who hurt me this much can still cross my mind and make me wish things was different.
i really loved this girl , like genuinely. I was always checking on her, making time for her and trying to make sure she was good. Then one day she started feeling distant. I kept asking if something was wrong and she kept saying she was fine. eventually she told me she didn't feel the same anymore. no cheating, no big argument she just stopped loving me. that hurt more than I expected