Dear Husband,

Writing to my husband.

[Dear Husband, @missingyams]

You were my whole world. You were home to me. Now that you're gone, I have no place I belong. I am never home. #grief

[Dear Husband, @missingyams]

It’s been a long while.
I love you just like I did Yesterday,
And the day before that yesterday,
I love you like I did the day you died,
And I love you like all the days when you were alive.
It’s been a long while, but the love, it’s just the same. #Grief

[Dear Husband, @missingyams]

Waiting for the sweet relief of our reunion. The daily realization that I'll never have it as long as I breathe, the weight of that kind of pain, agonizing. #grief

[Dear Husband, @missingyams]

I want to hear your voice everyday, like I used to . . . #grief

[Dear Husband, @missingyams]

I feel like I pray, but there is no sincerity in the prayer. The hope is gone, it's because you were the fuel for that hope that made prayer real. #Grief

[Dear Husband, @missingyams]

It doesn't seem to dissipate, your mark on my heart and your tie to my soul. #Grief

[Dear Husband, @missingyams]

I don't known how to feel about my life now that it is mine, alone. #grief

[Dear Husband, @missingyams]

You are my Forever Valentine. You are my everything. #grief

[Dear Husband, @missingyams]

Remembering the happiness, hurts now. #Grief

[Dear Husband, @missingyams]

I’m in love with you. It hurts to love you. I want to think that there is another plane of existence, where you are, but you’re not on this one. That’s what hurts. I’m in love with you. #grief

[Dear Husband, @missingyams]

My hopes and dreams were attached to you, existing, by my side. I can't help but feel lost, what more do I have when I'm navigating without you, without my compass. #grief

[Dear Husband, @missingyams]

I remember our love story and I cry. It still goes on, but with you on the other side of eternity. #Grief

[Dear Husband, @missingyams]

I miss you. Things they don't seem to matter. I'm shaken by how everything has become a shadow. I miss how you made terrible things seem better. Now there is nothing. # grief

[Dear Husband, @missingyams]

Even though you’re gone, the love I have for you is steady like the sunrise. The love I have for you is just as strong despite the time still passing. Every beat of my heart and pulse of my veins, still persevering the love I have for you. #Grief

[Dear Husband, @missingyams]

You made me feel like I was enough. I crave that feeling, you gave me. You made me feel like I wasn’t alone,
and now,
with you gone,
perpetual loneliness and grief keep me company. #Grief

[Dear Husband, @missingyams]

My era of happiness ended when your time on earth ended. #Grief

[Dear Husband, @missingyams]

Looking in the mirror. It’s difficult to see, what I have become. Grief has transformed me, my memories, my identity. I still want to be, what I was, when we were still part of each other. #grief

[Dear Husband, @missingyams]

I remember the days, all I needed was you. Completely and fully happy. I remember the days, they weren’t that long ago. The act of remembering, it brings me pain. I long, for that completeness. I long, for that happiness. #grief

[Dear Husband, @missingyams]

I had a trajectory in life. You.
Without, you, I don’t know where I’m heading. #Grief

[Dear Husband, @missingyams]

I'm trying. #Grief