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hello this account is my diary cuz my life is lowkey sad

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@ganjatarantulas @r3xic_pillh3ad Can I ask why?

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@aria4212 Any psychedelic, im not into being paranoid abt my existence and getting stuck in a loop for hours. Fent was the best feeling ever, vodka is my go to. Coke overrated but I like it too.

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Rehab starts in abt 1.5 weeks wish me luck

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Welp my parents just gave me an ultimatum... either im kicked out or im going to rehab lol

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@justshutupliz Im sorry to hear that:(

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I tried fent last night

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@martraray I relate so much, I gained like 80 pounds from binging in under a year:(

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Yall im gonna go on weightloss meds lol

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My prime

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Coke ain't even allat. Its mid. Give me better drugs.

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Lowkey no drug is good enough.(except heroin) so ima kms

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I love cocaine

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This come down is not for the fucking weak I am genuinely dying.

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Im beyond sad rn

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I feel like im on the verge of breaking my brain like one wrong move and ill be psychotic and its rlly scary, I can tell my thoughts are delusional but what if it gets to a point where I wont be able to differentiate reality from delusion like im scared asf

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Im so fu ked

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Someone tell me a good way to kms with no pain

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Damn I lost weight I just did a comparison vid today with a vid from 2 months ago and like the difference is insane I need to buy a scale bruh

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@terrorful79301 Hahahahaha

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I drank a 750ml bottle of vodka today, I did not eat today. I am now on my second bottle:) I hate my life