Patience is hard. Sometimes you feel like you can no longer be patient, as if you've broken and that's it. Then Allah suddenly grants you strength to endure whatever comes your way. Never lose your trust in Allah, He sends help in unimaginable ways.
Sab'ar and tawakul can help you to see your dreams turning into realities. Your fears whether its about anything shouldn't be bigger than your trust on Allah almighty. He is reflection of your thoughts. Your ending would be as beautiful the way your sab'ar was beautiful +
Istikhaara really does help solve everything. If you feel stuck or can’t seem to make a decision, pray 2 rak’ah Salaatul Istikharah and sincerely ask Allah to guide your steps and put khair in it. Place your full trust in Him and He will, for sure, facilitate a way for you.