I'm a Peer Recovery Coach in Northern Michigan, Author of Redacted: Recover Your Mind Podcast, and lead photographer at Elephants and Olives Lived Experiences.
There are a lot of nutty Nephilim theories out there that are both fundamentally unbiblical and wildly irrational. A word of advice: don't believe everything you hear on podcasts and...
We know mathematically that it canโt always be a conspiracy. Wanting there to be a deeper esoteric cabal connected to every tragedy minimizes the work that a lot of good people do to uncover hard truths. Stay in the sanity lane.
Just walking and sit down. Youโll have to shake hands with a few people in between, but Iโd recommend making it a fun thing with the family, go on a โchurch tourโ and try a new one every week or a few weeks at each. Then youโll be able to find one that feels right. And as always, pray about it. Ask Him to guide you. Worked for me.