I'm finally feeling really good again after a long time, and I can honestly say I'm even happy. This long overdue decision to let go of certain things has played a big part in that. I'm letting things come to me now, without chasing after them.
@xMarlyMitchellx Hey, don't let it ruin your day, that's just how men are. S.W. never even thought about it because he never bothered to ask. But we know when their birthdays are! 🤷🏼♀️ That's the difference. Don't worry about it!💋
This decision was really not easy for me, as it seems to be something like a "final" one! But I feel better now and my mind is free again for other important things! Almost 10 years is simply far too long.
Since I'm tired of chasing after others, I've decided to let the matter rest (for now); either something will come up later or it won't, and that's fine!
I often appear strong and fearless, yet some things strike me deeply, too. A longing for someone has accompanied me for nearly ten years—and although I wanted to find closure long ago, I simply cannot. 🫶🏼