Marvin

Living the 'Connell Waldron' college experience

[Marvin @mjs6403]

the wooden door creaks,
as years of opening and closing have worn it down,
the repetitive sound is unnoticed by prying ears,
the rust eating away at its hinges,
longing for the day it gets broken down,
finally getting its rest.

[Marvin @mjs6403]

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[Marvin @mjs6403]

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[Marvin @mjs6403]

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[Marvin @mjs6403]

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[Marvin @mjs6403]

I hope for better days; cause I don't think I can keep this up anymore. I'm so tired.

[Marvin @mjs6403]

I realize that I have a lot to be grateful for, and that I am extremely privileged conpared to other people. I wish I felt happier with these things, everything I feel leaves me empty anyway. I wish I loved playing games still. I wish people would notice me or my existence.

[Marvin @mjs6403]

longest 12 hours of my life ong

[Marvin @mjs6403]

this actually happened lmao yay for me

[Marvin @mjs6403]

I dream of the day where the silence punctures my eardrums and causes them to bleed.

[Marvin @mjs6403]

I'm not ready to go back tomorrow, everything still hurts so much. Everytime Im reminded of that place it makes me want to kill myself

[Marvin @mjs6403]

Baguio trip after the 25th
the only place that has a sliver of a resemblance to aotearoa.

[Marvin @mjs6403]

Another one for the history books,
like an abandoned toy,
worrisome to say the least,
gripping melancholy,
of days gone by,

[Marvin @mjs6403]

its been a few days and Im still bedridden, I hope I make it to class tomorrow

[Marvin @mjs6403]

im so fucking tired

[Marvin @mjs6403]

If only I had the money to fucking ghost everyone and fake my death.

[Marvin @mjs6403]

everyone is leaving me,
forever stuck in one place,
Im forced to look at the backs of people I call friends.
The moment I get to leave, I'm abandoning everyone and starting fresh. I need to cleanse everything about me, and that includes all my past relationships

[Marvin @mjs6403]

I dream of the day I become a newcomer in a new town where nobody knows me. New impressions to be made, I'll do it better this time. Let me create a new game, delete all of my saved files.