I think it’s important to give yourself grace and acknowledge how you are still learning and unlearning, even when it’s hard. That quality of self-awareness is brave and necessary.
Okay, but can we talk about how you keep showing up despite all of the hardship, despite the depression, the urge to stay stagnant, the volume of the inner critic? It may not always feel like it, but you're doing the damn thing. I truly hope you feel proud of yourself.