Maddie Lopez💎

EGH 👶🏻👑🎀🌎 SJ and Buck 🐶💛Mama-5/17/18👼❤️

[Maddie Lopez💎 @mleaux23]

Keep the most important person in my life in your prayers. I love you, mama. 💗

[Maddie Lopez💎 @mleaux23]

But that’s fine, I’ll figure out how to patch myself up again & put on the same fake smile I’ve had for years, & everyone can just continue to think I’m the same happy me I used to be. Little do they know, she’s been gone & I doubt she will ever be back…

[Maddie Lopez💎 @mleaux23]

Then, when I’ve finally helped them get fixed, I end up being the broken one, & then all the feelings are just muted at that point because now that I’ve fixed you, you don’t have the respect, love, or decency to fix me? Or even just see that I need help?

[Maddie Lopez💎 @mleaux23]

I’ve never had anyone who’s wanted to help fix me, I’ve always been the one to fix others. But damn I’m tired of helping fix others when I’m sitting here broken & no one gives a shit.

[Maddie Lopez💎 @mleaux23]

I don’t even know who I am anymore.

[Maddie Lopez💎 @mleaux23]

I wasn’t worth it until you were CAUGHT.

[Maddie Lopez💎 @mleaux23]

“Idk what I did to make you mad at me today” LOOK BACK ON THE LAST 3.5 YEARS. You’ve literally done EVERYTHING & then some, so don’t start playing dumb

[Maddie Lopez💎 @mleaux23]

I’m so tired of being tired. I’m so tired of life. Tired of being miserable & feeling trapped, but also not knowing what I want.

[Maddie Lopez💎 @mleaux23]

Why have I never been good enough?

[Maddie Lopez💎 @mleaux23]

I’m so tired of being depressed. I hate myself. I hate you for making me feel like this again.

[Maddie Lopez💎 @mleaux23]

“I’ll do anything I can do to help you clean house as soon as I get home this afternoon.”
*gets home, lays baby in swing to let cry, does 1 load of laundry, & thinks all help is done & given* HA. what a joke.

[Maddie Lopez💎 @mleaux23]

Never thought I’d cry to “Wrecking Ball” by Miley Cyrus, but the words hit a little harder today…

[Maddie Lopez💎 @mleaux23]

I love this site! https://t.co/r7pGlMmhFX

[Maddie Lopez💎 @mleaux23]

@toniromiti you my favorite bitch 😍🤪

[Maddie Lopez💎 @mleaux23]

@AnnaaaaLeonardd I love you 💕

[Maddie Lopez💎 @mleaux23]

Literally nothing I do matters.

[Maddie Lopez💎 @mleaux23]

@EllaReneeBanks I love you 💓

[Maddie Lopez💎 @mleaux23]

Has anyone taken math 112 with Crosby at Bevill?

[Maddie Lopez💎 @mleaux23]

@El_Cai_Cai @toniromiti @lilc232300 Maybe cause we can’t half the time ��🏻‍♀️😂

[Maddie Lopez💎 @mleaux23]

@toniromiti & got that bomb. & options. & perfect. & all of your songs. There’s too many to choose 😫

[Maddie Lopez💎 @mleaux23]

@toniromiti Always will be switch up 🔥