It’s just funny when you think about how you’re going to sleep crying, heartbreak, there’s someone out there smiling with the biggest smile and hope. I wish I was that person
and it's the very first time i feel a true unconditional love towards someone and it's beautiful and i am not mad or upset or sad or regret it. i don't regret it and i don't think i ever will.
its just funny because although it hurts and makes me feel exiled, somehow i know he will be always a part of me and i feel calm, sure, as if my soul knows that one day i will come back to him, to home. that one day i'll be alright.
we both are pisces and i like how i feel like we can communicate with eye contacts. we both have relationship and family traumas and i know i'm scared and maybe he does too. we're in separation phase right now but i keep seeing and feeling him everywhere its crazy
and he triggers all my insecurities and my traumas because i see myself in him and it makes me look inwards and try to work on myself. it was more as if he is a mirror of me and everything i wish i would be.
honestly its weird taylor talks about twin flame separation and the age difference in the 10mins all too well. because that's exactly what's happening to me
I’ve been listening to Renegade too much. It’s such an empowering song especially since I’ve been on this overwhelming journey with my mental health and all. It’s like a self-reminder for me to get my shit together honestly