I know people are entitled to do things at their own pace but it really grinds my gears when people ignore me. Like for example a simple question. Gives me scary vibes. Can’t say shit w your chest vibes. 🥴
The ugliest thing about me is my anger & it’s crazy bc i’m so laid back, i really am a calm ass person i don’t even be doing all that. i just hate feeling disrespected or played it turns me into a whole different person, i react first & think later.
My ex used to use silent treatment as a way to punish me. He knew how bad my anxiety was and wouldn’t respond to me for days at a time. So now when people don’t answer or avoid me, I immediately panic in fear. Emotionally abusive relationships really mess u up. Even years later
I like men who are soft with me. Who treat me like I am small and delicate. Who love out loud, and are affectionate and caring. Who pay attention to what I like and want to make me happy.