mariam مريم

22f! • edtwt • cbmi: 20.6 ˙◠˙ • i follow back!
dni: nonedtwt, 17-

[mariam مريم @mmm182214]

.ᐟ.ᐟ 𝘯𝘦𝘸 𝘦𝘥𝘵𝘸𝘵 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘰

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bmi:
♡ lowest: 17.3
♡ goal: 17.0

⟢ gw1: 130
gw2: 120 ⟢
⟢ ugw: 105

.ᐟ.ᐟ see dni

[mariam مريم @mmm182214]

okay so i quit with my nutritionist hopefully this helps

[mariam مريم @mmm182214]

@maarmelee thank you ml 🥺🫶🏼

[mariam مريم @mmm182214]

مش عارفة شو اعمل خلاص حاسة حالي منهكة

بدي انزل وزن بس الموضوع كتير صعب. الي اسبوع ما نزلت ولا اشي وما كنت عم بحاول بجد

مش عارفة شو اعمل

[mariam مريم @mmm182214]

@maarmelee ily too girlie thank you 🫂 i geuss i have been taking a break but i want to lose again ��️ logically i know it’s impossible to lose weight 100% of the time but it makes me feel like such a failure every time i step on the scale and it hasn’t moved :(

[mariam مريم @mmm182214]

ما صرت انزل بالعربي كتير مشتاقة للمجتمع العربي تبعي

[mariam مريم @mmm182214]

@maarmelee i’m so sorry this all happened to you :( i hope you’re feeling better ml

[mariam مريم @mmm182214]

@maarmelee be kind to yourself, you definitely deserve to be here 🫂 weight fluctuates with these disorders and it’s different for everyone try not to beat yourself up over it we’ve all been there at some point

[mariam مريم @mmm182214]

@maarmelee beautiful mashaAllah

[mariam مريم @mmm182214]

im gonna try to start restricting more heavily again, i still have so much more to lose :( but its hard with my new meds and my family is suspicious

[mariam مريم @mmm182214]

@maarmelee you’re definitely still in a deficit! stay safe 🫶🏼

[mariam مريم @mmm182214]

@maarmelee ily more 🫶🏼🫶🏼

[mariam مريم @mmm182214]

@angeliced5 :D

[mariam مريم @mmm182214]

so the past week or so i haven’t been gaining but i’m not losing either… i need to lower my intake but idk how without people becoming suspicious of me

[mariam مريم @mmm182214]

@angeliced5 you will be missed! 💓💓

[mariam مريم @mmm182214]

@maarmelee you’re so beautiful mashaAllah

[mariam مريم @mmm182214]

im sorry ive been so inactive guys life has been so crazy!!!!!!!!! and ive been really burnt out as of late

[mariam مريم @mmm182214]

@belldoll it is! i used to do the same thing and it is considered purging :)

[mariam مريم @mmm182214]

ate dinner and threw it up by mistake love my life 😛

[mariam مريم @mmm182214]

@maarmelee it’s exhausting ! i get it completely. take care, i’ll miss you!