Maturity is accepting that you won't always get all the answers or apologies for shit that hurt you, but you heal and give yourself the closure you deserve anyway.
People won't always understand why you need to disappear and recharge sometimes. That's fine because you aren't doing it for them. You're doing it for you.
"People look so different once you don't care about them anymore...You begin to notice how ordinary they are, how it was your love that made them special; that placed them on some pedestal."
You don't need to cut off friends
You don't need to skip parties
You don't need to go "monk mode"
4 hours of focused work per day is literally all you need to achieve pretty much anything in 1 year