Started my day way better than usual. Life feels at peace when you choose yourself instead of depending on your emotions or letting someone else decide how your day shines. Finally breathing at a calmer pace.
It's honestly embarrassing how convinced you are that you know me based on fragments of a past I chose to share with you. Just because I told you who I used to be doesn't mean that's who I still am.
People change. People grow. People learn. The fact that you can't grasp that says more about you than it does about me.
You keep clinging to an outdated version of me because it's easier than admitting that people evolve and your assumptions can be wrong.
I've been so lost for weeks now. Nowhere to go. Nowhere to run. Every night, I pray that tomorrow might be a little kinder, only to wake up and find that things have somehow grown heavier.
Long story short, this will always be the worst date because of someone I've known for being worse in a situation you cannot control. Saw me struggling, instead of making me calm, she keeps on adding fuel to the fire.